I was having a chat with artificial intelligence about quantum fluctuations and so I asked the ai to create an image of something infinitely smaller than the atomic level.
I love this image it created. To me it depicts the beautiful energy of the quantum field with particles appearing as a brief thought starts in our mind and even forming shapes of letters like when we think of something but then we don’t say it, and it all dissolves back into the field because we took our attention off it, and it failed to manifest.
Then I wrote this…
We exist in this world as we see it, through thought, through the minds-eye. We get so attached to the way things make us feel whether it is pleasure, comfort, suffering, or pain. We let our bodies senses dictate the way we live.
It is so hard to not think about you, and so painfully difficult to not want you.
You don’t understand…
I’m studying myself and healing and evolving at the quantum level, theorizing on the nature of the atom and I’ve never felt so close to who I am as an awareness in this body… and there is so much peace in that, so much love, and even there, in what I call the space between the nucleus and the electron, which is infinitely smaller than the atom, you exist.
I can’t escape you, I want to, but I don’t want to.
You’re a thought that elicits the most pleasurable chemicals my body has ever produced.
Somehow, you have taken helm in my heart at a level so deep, all I can do is hope you’ll become aware of me before I drown.
