I’m not a super smart, and I don’t have a PhD or any credentials that label me as smart. I am just your average human out here trying to figure out who the hell I am, what the hell I’m doing here, where the hell I’m going, and just… what the hell?
Sometimes I have a pity party, sometimes I blaze trails, sometimes I’m funny, sometimes I am stupid, and most of the time I am amazed that I remember to put pants on before I go out into the world.
I write a lot of notes about experiences and emotions, sometimes I find myself deep in a quantum rabbit hole and it is fascinating.
Sometimes I try to write poetry/prose as a means to release some of the overwhelming energy that builds up in me. That energy fluctuates between so many emotions that I am working on healing, forgiving, loving, releasing, forgetting… these are the frequent moments of riding a long slow rollercoaster through mountains and valleys of joy and pain, a lot of pain, but mostly it’s just a persistent deep longing to be loved.
And that’s where I am at on my journey.
I am learning to love myself.
Who am I?
I am you.